Scan tomorrow. Eek. I feel like I should be freaking out but I can’t quite muster the energy to do so. I’m a little more worried than I would otherwise be because my morning sickness and fatigue have lessened just a little in the last couple of days. It may just be a temporary lull, and I don’t want to stress out, but it was about now that my symptoms dropped off with you, Peanut.

At least I don’t have long to wait to find out. When I try to think about what it would be like tomorrow if everything’s not okay, I just can’t. My mind gets all skittish and sort of shies away, unable to contemplate the possibility.

So I am telling myself that all will be fine and that we are going to walk out of that room feeling a deeper connection to Sprout and that little bit safer.

I wonder if you were around yesterday, Peanut, to se the fuss going on in your garden. The photographer came and did the pictures to go with the article and I think it will be nice to have good pictures of me and your garden. It wasn’t a very nice experience though. I didn’t like him touching and moving things and, even though he asked, he moved your chair before I could work out how to tell him I didn’t want him to.

At least it’s done now and it’s back to being a special place just for us. 

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